Mind Difference

Haven't been creative or creating anything in the past year or so.. I played around with brushes, making textures as always, and suddenly just.... came up with this kinda cool looking piece. So I played around more with it and made it into another 'current state-of-mind' piece of abstract... messy and just.. WTH!??

I've been LOST for awhile... artistically. And here's a view of my mind at the moment...

All resources are my own - made this from the first stroke to finish.